Weakness - Understanding

Y am i so weak?....i seemed so strong on the outside but inside...i'm still just a child. I've been in this world for nearly 16 years and i've seen many things that's corrupted me. Now when i'm in love...that's when i finally realized my greatest weakness of all.  My love for you is all, and that's the cause of my fall. My love has blinded me in a mind full of fantasy and dreams. It always hurts when i'm not with you. Your every action seems to have an effect on me no matter the size of the matter. I don't know what to do anymore, i just can't seem to get a grip on my emotions. I'm always having random mood swings, that consists of THE HAPPIEST GUY ON EARTH, to completely depressed and breakdown. I love you to the point where...all my strength is transfered to you. Just the thoughts of you bring me both joy and loneliness. I just can't understand anything anymore....I could help anyone in the world with their problems but my own. All my dreams, hopes, companionships, even family....don't really matter to me as much as you. I tell this truth as i always feel this way, yet i still don't understand y i feel these other emotions. Sometimes i wish i could be stronger for you. Mi Amor..I love you